Late entry + New entry XD

5th Month Anniversary! Guess what? It's 14th again, monthly celebrations! But too bad because of my irregular working shifts made us have to celebrate it earlier for 2 days hmm... but it's ok, who cares?!

I got my kinda big suprise this month=D I got a precious gift from my darling, a nurses watch! hohoho! Because I told him my watch almost spoilt but I brought it to be fixed but Wayne already bought for me hehehe...

Yeah so, we went out to watch Jennifer's Body which turned out to be quite lame, yes, lame but Wayne says it's not bad... Walao? whatever... his decision... hehehe...

CON night is approaching soon and I everyday work till half dead, and still have to practice alamak! But seniors said I dance till too obscene, if it's sexy I treat it as praising but obscene is definitely a hurt word for me eh...

Emo-ing, moody-ing, wondering...

Just some random post that I did while I'm moodying...
Saw some stupid pictures and I'm like this hmm...
Is it wrong to felt so?
Is it start to change already?
When a relationship goes longer and longer and we know 'the one' for us too well and making us always moody and argue over something so simple?
Yeah, he really did changed into a person that expresses himself more and more, and even became a more cheerful person I guessed?
Or is it that's his real person and I don't even know after few months time?
But I'm glad he treats he as well as he treats others...

He changed me but not much la lol...he indirectly taught me how to be a better person, that doesn't care what's the profit but just treat everyone the same...don't kiasu, yeah that's the word...
Working as a nurse, seriously taught me a lot, how to read people's expression, how to treat all others nicely, how to take responsibility of the mistakes you've done, and always made me constantly think about the future, what if one of my love ones ended on the bed of hospital and can I accept it?
But I'm glad things got much much better after 1 year plus of that F*king accident happened to me.
One thing for sure, even tho I'm a future nurse, I swear, even if I'm sick also I won't go to the hospital even I have to suffer in my own house, I mean for those severe pain and disease la...

Think about it, I've left home for 4months + ady, I miss my parents, wonder how are they doing, they are getting older and older each year and their health are not in so-good-condition, I want them to enjoy, enjoy the life after me graduate and officially a staff nurse and take good care of them...
Not with the amount of money that I'll give them every month but with the love and the things I've learned for these 3 years...
I promise I'll take good care of you all and upgrade myself to the upper level to have give both of you a really really good life...at least no need to worry bout the finances problem...
I hate money seriously...

Btw, Jennifer's Body on this coming wednesday whoo hoo~! Not that into Megan Fox but just love the lust and the disgusting scene from the movie...

That's all ba...
Tomoro morning shift...
5.30am waking up...
Love you all...
Love Eu Wayne...

95% about my roommates and MY room!

According to the title above, of course it's totally about my roommates and MY room... My roommates consists of 3 girls(duh), sangat the harmony... 2 chinese, 1 malay and 1 indian. Our relationship of course very good with each other. I think the whole group 69, our room is the only room that will go out together among ourselves always. Let me introduce one and each of them =D.

Pathma a.k.a. adik
Why I call her adik? Even tho she's 20? Because she always call me kakak haha. Well, she's the only Indian I found different from all the other Indians in our group girl. Well, I don't want to be racist so I won't tell it in this blog la. Don't want to cause trouble. She and I got lots in common. I can't tell them out because I just felt a lot of common in both of us, well, malas is one of them haha. We both love to eat, we both love cats and so on la.

Suhaila a.k.a. the cool one
She's the coolest girl in our room and also the selamba Queen too haha. Even tho she's saying lame things but she said it with a very calm voice. She loves strawberry a lots I think because body shampoo uses strawberry flavour, and lots more with strawberry thingy. Having a photo of her and her bf and everytime ppl came into our room, oh suhaila got bf la? then the common answer, "No la! Cousin aje..." then we will give the sarcastic look hehe. She's the most organized girl in our room with the very nicely arranged closet and study table, unlike three of us like dunno 7 degree earth quake haha.

Tzyy Ying a.k.a. the most(act only) innocent girl
Why so? Cause everytime I'm famous of the big bully lol and she'll like "Pathma! You see chin hui with the innocent voice and look. But nowadays she a bit garang already and started to raise her voice up haha. She's one of the pig in our room cause whenever she takes nap, and when we wake her up, she'll just push our hand away and hmm... HAHA.

Me?
You all know who am I so... No need to explain la. I'll attach some pictures. heheYeah, as you can see, this picture with the 'hantu' looking girl is suhaila's bed, under it is Tzyy Ying's bed with the 'lelong lelong' undergarments haha... so tidy =(


Well HAHA, my bed at the bottom and Pathma's bed on top of me GG. Tengoklah keadaannya. Especially mine, speechless. I won't make it tidy and will never tidy it up unless I go back to my hometown hehe. Well, our posting days are hectic and pathetic. We have to flood our own room to hang the wet uniforms. 3 sets of uniform there and will add more tomoro lol.
Conclusion, peaceful roommates + good + crazy + noisy room whee hee~

Back to the real post =D

Not much things happen nowadays, but I did went for my first time posting in hospital on the 18th this month, very very busy and no time to online cause if AM shift I'll be sleeping like dead man on the bed, if PM shift, I think I'm still in the hospital still doing observation maybe? Who knows right? Maybe will be going up and down, to and fro to collect this collect that... Life's hectic seriously.

Friends said these kind of life is lifeless, no life. Cause everyday work sleep eat work sleep eat, sponging patient(help patients to bed bath), do observation every 4 hours(take blood pressure, temperature, pulse and respiration), feed patient's eat, and etc...

Well, it's really very very tiring seriously, but I do remember what my mum said, I'm doing a very good deed, or I can say, sudah mula dapatkan pahala haha... Chinese ma, reincarnation ma...so of course I'm happy to see everyone's happy. You know, those popo poposss that really helpless, and very confuses. Look at them makes me very like, sad you know? But when I helped them to drink milo, help them to walk to toilet even though they really walked very very the slow, but when they said one phrase, "Thank you nurse, you are so kind.", you don't even have the mood to be angry or frustrated with them.

I still remember one patient, been thru masectomy, and she's 84. Very very cute, always call me tai ngan mui(budak bermata besar) haha... but she's discharged few days back. Miss her a lot, when I helped her to sit on the chair, you won't know how heavy she is until you carry her ok?

Behind the word tired, lies the word satisfaction. When you really do love one job, or interest, even though you gets very very tired, at the end of it, you'll be satisfied with the result. I don't expect anything, but to work hard on it and look forward.

And one more thing, just to make him feel proud a bit la, hehe... everyday finish working, of course, my charger is still Eu Wayne, sometimes maybe get a bit frustrated and come home and maybe shouted a bit and scolded a bit and released my anger on him, and yeah, he still keep quiet and let me scold. Where can I find these kind of stupid boyfriend le? Guess nowhere haha...

I guess that's all for these few weeks. Will update if there's anything interesting happening around.

BYE! TAKE CARE!

Happy Moon Cake Festival~!!

Yeah, once in a year of Moon Cake Festival and I'm celebrating it in my hostel TTCLCON...with my bunch of lovely friends... White shirt : Yean =] Orange shirt : Shi Jie =] Yello shirt : Our joker Sophia Chong old old gea XD =] Wasn't bad at all celebrate without any lanterns and candles haha... Just some nice and cute mooncakes by Ah Yean... Each of us cut one small size mooncake haha... After that we play "Rat Attack Cat", yeah...I know it's my fault for teaching them this game cause they all are getting addicted to this game already and after so many rounds of game, I only won once walao eh =.=" So not fair right?




Hehe, wish everyone of you outside have a wonderful night last night. Even though I forgot to bath the moonlight HAHA!

Late late laaateeeee post!

Sorry for the super late post... Hari Raya week was quite a busy week for me... hehe =] Busy studying? NAH... Busy working or nursing? NAH... I was busy shopping and lepak-ing for the whole week...no need to ask me with who you all also know who's THE one right? Hoho...

I forgot to note down my activities on my journal, so I may missed out some events happened during the week in Ipoh ...

19/09/09
The day I came back from PJ

20/09/09
Celebrated Eu Wayne's dad birthday in his grandma's house, had bbq with lamb chop yummy! Ashamed of myself because going to the party without realizing it's uncle's birthday and just eat like that only...

22/09/09
Went to Kbox with all my jimuis but a bit of conflict between Ming Ru jie and Suet Lee jie... Just knew that Florence's house got financial problem, hope God will bless Florence's family... At night went to night market at Ipoh Garden there then EW fetch me back home and went back to Ipoh Garden to go clubbing with his buddies... He says its memboringkan hehe...Phew~

23/09/09
Put some camwhore pics to describe la... Forgot already... hehe

24/09/09
Hmm, no outings, oh ya... Went to pasar malam near me and EW's and some unfortunate things happened to my baby... Hate those pigs you know? They think they can do ANYTHING they want is it? F them 9 9... Went out at about 12 and went to Mamak to eat. Because it was the unluckiest day and I swear it would be the last one for EW. Hopefully I did cheered him up...

25/09/09
Went to watch where got ghost in JJ, some part scared me and overall it's darn funny. At night, EW's whole family and I went to Shatin Court eat supper. Seafood supper and I kinda suprised and embarassed myself because I ate ALOT and my place FULL of those shells omg... Sorry, I'll improve on my eating style...

26/09/09
Took 9am train and my mum knows bout me and EW already due to some mistakes I made and I didn't plan well to avoid this from happening sad ah! Then took train eveyrthing KTM back to EW's apartment. Ate our dinner at 12am haha... It's always happy to be around EW. That's for being with me all the time dear...

27/09/09
Another 'malang' day for EW, stupid taxi driver. I'm sure I'm going to cut your penis and your nuts away if I can recognize you, FUCK YOU! Kinda 'ng seh dak' cause won't be able to see EW for 3 weeks, but maybe will plan some outing sometimes. Then Deepavali I planned to go to his house for then 18th which is Sunday will start working already. That time even lesser time to meet him haihz...

28/09/09
Went to Amcorp Mall to shop for daily products... Total is, Rm88.07 plus food everything, bout Rm100 liddat... Oh shit, broke and I shall declare myseld bankcruptcy... 90% is food haha... Congratz me for getting fatter and fatter each day...

29/09/09
It's today... Posted to Melati Ward which is the first first class ward and it's BORING! Cause no procedure but luckily Vivian, Azilah and I get to 'rampas' to bed bath a friendly woman...
Wish me best of luck for my exams that are coming and hope my legs won't be elephant leg la ok? Stand all day long...

Ohk-ohh...

Yeah, fucking OHK-OHH... Trip to Singapore is officially CANCELLED! Don't ask me why cause I don't feel like explaining it... Think for yourself... Yeah... Eu Wayne made a small key chain for me for our 3rd month, yeap =D 3rd month anniversary... and few more days to go for our 100th days anniversary... But because of this thing, we argued a lot... Aiyo, why this blog became my love blog pulak? Just want to say sorry to Eu Wayne la... I know you tolerate with me till very 'geng' already but I still love to cause trouble...

And I piece of art had finished! Actually I can finish it in 1 day but lazy to colour, so today I took sometime to colour it nicely whee hee hee~~~

Hope you like it dear... I'm waiting for you to sing K with me and dye my hair again... Yeah, the first time you dye my hair was 3 months also which is 9th of June and now it's already September... I'm so glad I've found you... And I have to stop this lovey dovey thingy already! THIS IS MY BLOG NOT ABOUT-EU WAYNE'S-BLOG ok???

Going to sing K with my jimuis sekalian on Monday! Then we will shout as loud as we can and I'll let EW see my ugly side of me? OH NOOO!! Hope I won't embarrass myself...

Miss my parents, miss my friends and miss everyone in Ipoh... and miss the FOOD!

Well, happiness does not last long, come back to KL means another stage of hard work and another level of hell... Study and practice... Gambateh HO CHIN HUI!!!

Another Happy SUNDAY =DDD

Guess what? Sunway Lagoon DAY!!! With EW's housemates and some friends haha... Dunno what's their name actually but then never mind la... Just play lo... But of course my partner for the whole is my EW la right? hehehe... Overall is very very fun, but because we play the whole thing with a wrong order, so, a bit weird la cause we play wet park then only dry park. We play the Pirate's Revenge which is 360 degree whoo hoo! Imagine u head upside down, u actually can feel the blood flowing into ur damn head and EW's face is all red... We even talk during the ride, so I think you all can imagine the ride, not really scary cause the thing hold you quite tight and the thing squeezed my boobies la... Darn pain... I'm already flat now even flatter shit la...

Come down, I feel like vomiting and all of them go and play the spinning cup, I just sit outside cause I scared I'll vomit, EW's housemate wants to vomit but try to act cool so he didn't haha... Didnt take pictures cause everyone was busy playing and finding rides to play. Things went wrongly when it started to rain REALLY heavily, I ate my breakfast at 11 like tat and play till 5+ and I was in the cold water with the stupid colder rain. I almost caught a cold and sick but luckily my antibody quite high haha... The moment I enjoy the most is, EW and I was in the deep water, 1.5m la, I'm short ma... The my whole body was hugging EW and no using energy at all... Physics time, buoyancy ma hehe... I just hug him all the way and go with the flow, and close my eyes and feel the wave and his body... Like the whole world is very light and cold, with the gentle musics playing... How could I wish that moment freeze even if it's just 10 mins...

Yeah...Totally in deep tunnel of love, EW's tunnel a.k.a EW's 'lung' XD

Busy, Tired and Stressed OUT!!!

Yeah, life is seriously challenging, life is hectic and life is totally unexpected. I thought I'll be definitely going to Singapore to study nursing but I end up coming into Assunta for nursing instead. I never had a free day in here, but I do enjoy staying in a new environment cause I do love mixing with new friends but you will never know what kind of internal affairs occurring in here GG.

Yeah, guess what? I'm chasing my dreams and some of my friends really do feel proud of me. I do feel proud of myself too, for having a wonderful life with wonderful friends and wonderful partner for me that are always around me whenever I need him to be there. But sometimes I really do feel scared and felt insecure, cause what will happen to me if all these just crashed and crushed and smashed into pieces? Then I'll be left with nothing?

YEah, emo-ing right now. Cause I'm seriously stressed out from studying and exam is tomorrow. After that, deeper hell is awaiting for me next month. No no no, not next month, end of this month the deeper hell is already started. Let me type down my timetable here...

29th Sept : AM duty 7am-2pm
30th Sept : PM duty 1.30pm-9pm
1st Oct : AM duty 7am-2pm
2nd Oct : Trial OSCE(practical)
8th Oct : OSCE
12th-16th Oct : Final exam Test 3 1 day one subject
18th Oct : Posting starts which will last for 3 months till January intake

Yeah, it's very busy... I don't think so you all want to look at my eyes now, cause I just woke up and wasn't concentrating in my studies cause I information seems can't get into my head, I guess after this post I'll get back to my notes. I've flung my A & P paper, I hope P & P won't be the same too.

But luckily, this Saturday and Sunday will be a great weekend for me! I'm going for 3D Final Destination which is the first 3D movie I watch after 18 years of my life, and Sunway Lagoon on the Sunday! Whee hee~~! Of course my dear Eu Wayne is accompanying me la k?

Just want to say a big SORRY to Eu Wayne for making him have to tolerate with my temper this whole week, cause I complained and whined a lot bout many many things... I wish I'll turn back to the normal me after this exam... but test 3 is around the corner, I wonder how long he can tahan me, I'm just too worried...no one knows what will happen the next second of time right?

Oh yeah, I'm going for 3days 2night trip to Singapore during Raya week... 22nd - 24th...

SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY~~!!!

A very happy night =]

Came back to my beloved hometown on Saturday night after 2 hours of delay of the stupid train... Sit on the hard bench in KL Central for 1 hour plus with Sandy. Both of us keep mumbling and complaining... Reached Ipoh at 7+ luckily. After that went to eat and went to grandma's there to play mahjong... actually gathering party was held on Saturday night, but due to Ee Peng's terrible headache so postponed to Sunday's night... Too bad Chih Yan, Kasturi and Kit Yee not free :( So Sat's night, Eu Wayne and I went to the night market near McD there.

On Sun's night, the plan goes on, Eu Wayne fetched Kah Mun, and Ming Ru... Then we went to Greentown Oldtown Kopitiam. Chatted and laughed and screamed and gossip-ed as we always did last time. Still haven't change, still love them a lots and our bonds got even stronger. Everyone dod changed a little but the most is Suet Lee =] ym partner in arguing and 'fighting' XD. She got fat seriously, but she looked good cause last time she's a stick, you know? branches on the trees, normally thin like dunno what, when we step on it got the 'craaacccckkkk' sound? She looked like tat last time but maybe because got the love from Keat Gor or Ah Yoon XD, she grew fat already. Glad to know that she got a new bf...

As my sister say, no matter how much you wanted to go out from your house, go out from your hometown... You'll never get any friends that as good as your buddies that you got from high school... Cause the college that I'm studying now, all wearing a mask on their face... Maybe not just one, maybe 2 or 3 masks on their face. They are just too fake you know? Aiyaaa, whatever la... I'll just stay in my room, play with my laptop... That's the best...

Love you guys...my beloved ji muis all... MUAH!!!
Love you the most Eu Wayne XD

Hoping and still hoping...

I still dreaming the day and that day will come to me... How could I wish that will happen to me... Well, what can I do now i just to wish, hope and dream about it every single night before I sleep...

Love someone is very very easy but to make the someone love you back is really a hard thing to do, please do appreciate everyone around you even the one you hate because you will never know what will happen to us the next second. Find a time, have a romantic dinner with your girlfriend or boyfriend, give a suprise to her/him*which I've wanted loooong loooong time ago*, give your mum a call or a sms saying you miss them and love them a lot even though I didn't do that, and tell your friends how much you appreciate them and love them as a company...

I considered myself as a lucky girl as I got great roommates, great friends all around me, great family members especially my BABI sister even though we fought a lot and still fighting now, and last but not least, my DEAR boyfriend Eu Wayne... Yeah, if he reads this post he sure will ask me why am I sounded so emo again... Dunno? Sometimes human, we all will think about something deeply right? Especially girls...

I love you and that all matters...

City Harvest Church Outing

First of all, Assunta the seniors organized some church thingy outing la. ME of course going to participate right? More over, my Wayne Wayne is going too =D it's on the Friday night 28th August 2009. Going to watch a play title "Will You Marry Me?" After the show the pastor calls the all the boyfriends to say to their girlfriends and I'm one of them *shy*. When Wayne said it, I pretend I didn't hear anything. So bad hor? XD.

Let's jump to Merdeka Day which is the day I HATE THE MOST! Why?? Why??? So-called 1 year Anniversary of the FUCKING BABI accident la! Haihz... Never mind la, another good day today for me. Donated blood with Wayne Wayne and took some nice pics with him too hehe :) Went to city harvest church for Food Fair and yeah...Quite cool anyway... Nothing much to say... Just put some pictures enough la...

New Picaaas!

The pictures are during catwalk XD... See my random ugly faces even though Eu Wayne says its cute... LOL MUAHAHAHAHAHA